Hey! TME(Tickle Me Emo)'s back in action with a new song.. just a cover though =P It's Drops of Jupiter by Train. I've actually only heard it only once or twice lol.



Here's the link in case you want to watch it from Youtube..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UvWZy8r2Zw

Thanks =D

...i was right.

i was right when i felt
that i was losing you.
all of you.

i could be wrong.
maybe it's just wrong timing.

it sure doesn't feel like it.

did you all move on,
leaving me behind?
without tracks?

or

is it just me?
did i just
miss the bus?

or is it
all my fault?

that i left you
went on with my business
did my own things
and changed..
leaving you behind instead?


i'd said i'd change
i did
was it for better?
..or for worse?

i think
we all know the answer to that

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i've been doing this
thinking selfishly
thinking that i was thinking of others

never did i think
that it'd affect anything so badly


i want you back
all of you
don't leave me
whether you let me crawl back to you
or drag me back on a rope
i want you back
let me go back

i know sometimes there's no going back
but surely
this is an exception


please

Tagged by Choon Lim


1. What do you want the most now?
I want.. to have someone to be with. someone to care for who cares for me too.

2. Who is the person you trust most?
i have no idea. i trust everyone too much, apparently >_>

3. Are you in love?
..maybe. but definitely not head over heels, i've been deeper in love before. it's sad this way, you know >_>

4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
um.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i'll assume that this is a.. symbolic question. yeah, i believe that after every sorrow there's something to bring you up. (forget choon lim and his stupid light and refraction crap.. XD kidding lol)

6. Whats your goal for this year?
this year? blow everyone's mind and get good results for SPM ;)

7. Do you believe in eternity?
yup. no doubts about it.

8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
i sure hope not. i mean maybe i did, but that someone never let me know. or it was so bad i tried to forget. .. just in case, if that person reads this, i'm terribly sorry. i never meant to or wanted to do it.

9. What feelings do you love most?
love and happiness XP

10.What are the requirements from your other half?
umm.. SHE has to be straight. lol

11.What kinds of feelings you hate most?
..i dunno. loneliness.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
YES.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
lots of things.

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
my friends =)

15.What did you feel last night?
i felt worried that i wasn't asleep yet XD

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
...no one in particular. just hope there's someone. (i don't have to hope God's always there for me, i know he always is =) )

17.When do you think the world will end?
when? no idea. when God decides it. but i've seen some books that say 2012 is when the apocalypse happens XP

18.What will you do?
when the world ends? pray, repent, if i didn't already >.>

19.What do you think of the person who tagged you?
um. smart sociable dude.

20.What do you want to know right now?
my future.

Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.

1.elyse
2.i ting
3.faye
4.mabel
5.xiauyen
6.anyone who bothers =P

About time, no..?

I know I haven't been updating my blog for weeks, but..

Haha okay.. I guess I don't have a good excuse for that. Still, I apologise AND thank those who even bothered coming here every now and then to check up on me. Seriously, you guys rock, no matter what anyone else says =)

Well as you know, exams are on.. but so are the holidays. To me, Holidays+exams=screw exams. Until the last few days anyway. Haha. So I was planning to study today, but I've yet to see much progress. I did get some tips for history, but I don't really plan to work on that today. Physics all out. (Text or call me for the tips if you don't have them. I'll be happy to help you cause you're gonna use it more wisely than I will.)

So.. 2 weeks of holidays and screw exam days are bound to bring lots of activity.. and some peeps who think they're in the US while they're obviously here in M'sia say it's the summer holidays.

I've attended about 2 parties, went to the mall a few times to catch certain movies and also went to school to dance. We're trying out for Adam/Choo Dance Crew (ACDC)..

John Choo was the director of Step Up 2. And that guy who always wears a cap over his bushy hair's part of the crew too. Pretty cool. We also brought books to study in school, but didn't really study much. There's always stuff to talk about. Heh =P

So.. I'm gonna go study now. Here's a little something to read if you think you haven't had enough of an update =P I actually tried to share it on Facebook but it only gave the link, and I doubt you guys bother clicking on links on other people's profile, so here it is. It's quite a lot to read, but I think it's really accurate =P try it out for yourself too, if you like =P

Kay. Ciao for now, and all the best for your exams =)

What Benedict Hew Kuan Hoong Means

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are very intuitive and wise. (lol up to you to agree or not) You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



(Sorry, can't be bothered colouring the rest XP but do keep reading if the first bit was interesting.)



You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (Heh.)



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.







You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. (That sounds pretty bad =C I sure hope I don't actually break any..)

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. (Ha ha.) Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!



You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. (trust me there =p but no one's perfect, I might slip up sometimes. Yeah, sometimes! Honest! =P)

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention (to teachers, I'd say =P) to them.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.



You are usually the best at everything (I'm not sure about that..) ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality. (Anyone knows what that is?)











You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. (I only hope you guys think that way =p)

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.











You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. (I suppose. Hahaha.)

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I know it's kinda late, but..

Sang during IU day =)

Jenny by The Click Five and With You by Chris Brown, Boyce Avenue version.

We rocked the day =) I'm currently looking for anyone who might have recorded our performance so those of you who missed it can watch it =p


Sigh. After all that time we spent blue house still lost. At least it's the lowest we can get. Oh well.

Here's a little shoutout to all blue house future seniors.. bring back what we used to get 4 years ago.. first place for 15 years =)

Oh and hey. Check out Elyse's new music blog here =P

This has got to be one of the most piss off-y days of my life.

The devil snake has done it again.

Knowing full well that I'm involved in the drama competition she still wrote my name in the
f ing buku kawalan.

So I got caned AGAIN. Cause I didn't have a f ing slip. Lousy Mr ICan'tSpeakEnglish.


..I dunno what to sing for tomorrow's semi-final round >.> I'm really pushing it too far. I gotta prepare earlier IF (God please help me) I get to the next round.


Times like these I really look at the ground with longing from the 3rd floor.

I finished my moral project today =D Yeah it's late, but I've had issues. ..If you get what I mean.

I was kinda worried at first. I only got one picture of me sweeping the floor in class..

So I copied it, inverted it, rotated it a little and zoomed in.. "There! 4 pics. =D"

Haha.

I'm so freakin amazed that the teacher didn't say anything about it.

Except ask why they were all of me sweeping the floor. XD


I've performed say.. 5 times this week. Different things. Performed drama once in front of the afternoon session yesterday and another in front of 2 classes and a few teachers today. Then there was the singing audition on Tuesday and dancing on Wednesday. Last but not least..
Today's Easter Rally. =) I've never played the bass before. Played it today. After practicing a few times. Thank God for my basics in guitar and piano =P

Drama competition's next Tuesday. For the past few weeks I've been going out of class to go for practice. And some STUPID EFFING TEACHERS say I ponteng. I already told them I'm going for drama practice. They HAD to FREAKING WRITE MY NAME IN THE BUKU KAWALAN and say I ponteng. WITH Chan Yee Hao. As though we're partners in crime >.> EFFING LSK (sorry again Sook Kwan lol it's not you) n LSG!! They even sent me to En. Ng Kok Yew. Even Mr. William couldn't outbeat their stupidity. (not to say he's stupid. What I meant was that he couldn't give enough to say that I wasn't in the wrong here. See? They're so unbelievably stupid.) So I had to get caned once.

For anyone who doesn't know, I passed the first round of auditions in the solo category of CHS Idol =) Congrats to everyone who did =D

Went for Victoria's 16th birthday party at her house. I laughed a lot.. the most I'd laughed for a long time. =D in other words, I really enjoyed myself.. Thanks to the company I got and everything. =)

I played the piano at some point. Sad to say I only know slow songs and only 2 very very basic happy ones. =P Everyone was like OI!! THIS IS A PARTY LAR STOP IT lol

Thanks for inviting me and HAPPY SWEET 16 VICKY CHENG =P

ICC was okay. I thought we danced really well. But maybe not. The judges didn't think so. Anyway, had fun performing and did our best, that's the most important part =P

Happy Easter =) [Easter bunnies are gimmicks they only exist as chocolate]

First of all,

Happy belated birthday Nen Lin =P


I've been quite busy lately with practices.. dancing for the ICC concert, drama practice for the competition on the 8th of April, singing with Brian playing the guitar for IU day and most probably teacher's day as well. I also have more coming up..

Liki asked me to dance with her and Shi Ning during teacher's day
Yee Sook's friend Wei Hong (I think that's his name >.>) also asked me to dance with them for teacher's day..
CHS IDOLL!!! I'm joining solo, but I still want to find someone willing to sing with me for group..

So as you can see, I'm.. as I said.. busy.

But at least my results are not soo bad. Lol. Actually I think they're weird. ...Maybe bad lol.

the GOOD
I passed my add maths with 54 marks =D best ever lol
Passed accounts too =D but only with 45 marks .. it's good considering I only started doing anything serious about it the day before the exam XP
I'm also glad I passed my chinese =)

the BAD
I failed moral and chemistry with 30 marks
I failed BAHASA MELAYU with 36 marks (screw you LSK)(and you BN lol)
I only got 42 marks for chinese >.> I might've gotten more with the essay section.
Sejarah. High chance of failure here. As you should know, Encik Manap doesn't get his things done that fast. =P

The other results I've gotten so far aren't really worth mentioning, so yeah.

Phew. Finally an update lol. I'm really sorry there are no pics, but I really don't have them now. I guess I'll dedicate a post to all the pics related to this entry lol.

12 March-13 March

17 people. 17 uniforms. 17 safety vests. 40+ km.

We, 17 of the Form 5 members of the 9th PJ Scout Troop,

Are now MEN.

We walked from school to Klang, passing through Shah Alam and Glenmarie. Cost us a whole day and both our feet. Benjamin's retarded lol. "Got see Torres's goal??"

While walking, it rained, so the road was wet n there were puddles everywhere.. then some cars came really close to us n splashed us with muddy puddle water. I got it once, I got it twice, the third I was completely OMGWTF "OII!!"

When we finally reached the police station in Port Klang from Klang by KTM, we had KFC for dinner.. though it's really normal n all, I was like.. OMG IT'S DINNER WOOOOT *munch munch chomp chomp* while Keenen was sitting opposite me saying he couldn't eat. Too much for him n crap lol

We had to stay in the barracks of the police station, and mind you, it was totally dusty n dirty. We all helped clean up the place: sweep, moving the old fungus-infested matresses and Kin Men mopped the place. Ah Po. Lol.

We went to Pulau Ketam by ferry (only cost 7 bucks) the next day. After doing all our kajian n whatnot, the police treated us to lunch at the supposed best restaurant on the island =D

Shea Shin is rich. Rich. RICH.


14 March

Went to school to dance with some people who asked me to join them n perform during the ICC concert all of a sudden 2 days before. When I got there they were already going to Sri Aman for rehearsals. I was like.. rehearsals? As in practice?

I had no idea I had to get on stage with less than 1 hour of introduction to the performance and practice.

Still, I had to do it, they didn't have enough people. So I went on stage n stoned. I DID do some moves, but I wouldn't consider it enough to be performing. At one point the guys were supposed to come in n dance with their partners.. so I went in at that part, although I had almost no idea of when exactly I was supposed to(there was only 1 other guy). My partner happens to have a twin sister. I WENT TO HER SISTER INSTEAD. She was like 'not me! not me!!'

I had no idea what to do, since I already came in a bit late.. I just walked off backstage n hid myself behind the curtains =_=

On that happy note, I went for Brian Cheah n Kah Joon's combined poolside party at night. I left the house at 6.40 or so.. We missed a turn, another turn and another turn.. freakin ended up on the way to Genting =_= grandfather called for shits so many times n I couldn't tell my bro the correct way. By the time I got there it was 9.30, n I didn't even have dinner yet.

ANYWAY, I'd been dying for this party since the time I saw Hui Yi getting the invitation card. When I got there, everyone was in the pool already. I put my bag down, took my shirt n shoes off n "WHOOO" just jumped right into the pool XDXDXD The water was freezing lol n I didn't even get in the rain..

The whole thing was so cool =P Kah Joon got 2 bottles of wine n a packet of condoms s presents.. everyone hugged n thanked Brian for the party.


Heck. Since I'm so bad at entertaining thru blogs,


Happy 17th birthday Brian and Kah Joon =D Well.. belated for Brian and be-earlied for Kah Joon =P Thanks so much for the party =D


15 March

Went to school to 'audition' for IU day with Brian. The first guy to audition had a really really good voice, (made me think of giving up singing lol) but he chose the wrong song and didn't really have a performing air. Could just be that he was nervous. Then this band with many absent members did I Don't Love You by MCR.. The guy went off-tune here n there and the guitar dude was ok, but had some little slips. Aiyan's voice didn't fit her song at all, to be honest.. The dancers' dancing was good =D all good =P I can't help wondering how I don't know that girl lol. The other girl dancer's singing was.. ... I'll just say imperfect. Haha.

After the auditioners left, Brian n I practiced our songs, Jenny and With You. When I sang With You, I really felt like I was doing well.. as though I'd never sung like that before =D proud of myself lol. I dunno how I did it. To quote someone, it was the "best performance of the day" even tho we were just practicing XDXD


Stop and stare.. I think I'm moving but I go nowhere...
Just downloaded the song lol. Coolness. =P

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways
I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way
I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptised in the river
I've seen a vision of my life and I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong but I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptised in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

more or less only the first verse fits lol
i think i just need sleep