Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sometimes
I can't help but think
Some people
Just don't seem to get along with me very well
But
Turns out
I just don't talk enough
Still
Maybe it's really the former
I don't want to be in the dark about this
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be left behind
I don't want to be unwanted
Am I selfish to want more than God?
Sad that I can't see you just a little more each day

Saturday, February 23, 2008

On the first week of February, Yuan Ning told me that our old friend Rachel would be having a gathering in her house around CNY. So I later smsed her about it, and in a few days she confirmed it to be on the 16th (Sat). I was elated! XP We smsed and smsed Kuen Cheng 1 6Mers of 2003, posted bulletins on friendster and told them on msn. Some replied and said they could go, some couldn't, and some didn't even reply.
Then came the Thursday of that week. About 10+ people confirmed coming. We were quite happy =p Friday night, Yuan Ning told me on msn that she's sick. So she might not go. I dunno what happened to the other people, but on the day itself, only me and Yinthong, one of the first to confirm, could go. She told me to bring my guitar, and I did.

Sooo.. I went to Rachel's house (big, nice, clean, spacious and safe) at 1pm (a bit late..). She said no one was there yet and let me in. Her relatives were having lunch, so I went to the um.. coffee table first. After chatting for a while, she smsed Yinthong to ask her what time she's coming, but she didn't reply. Then we had lunch.. steamboat =D To tell the truth, I don't even remember the last time I had steamboat. Must've been years.. but yeah, it was ok. Then we had fruits-strawberries, grapes, melons,..- with a mini chocolate fondue thingy, which i liked =D even though the chocolate was too thick lol.. Some time later Yinthong said she couldn't come. Dulan!! (bad word yeah sorry)

So much for a gathering.

We talked a bit, played the piano a bit, onlined abit, played my guitar a bit, sang a bit, and she showed me her room.. it was huge @_@ but kinda empty lol. But it's nice. I like it =P

Talked till about 5 or 5.30, then I told my dad to come. Had church to go to. We talked some more, n at 6 my dad called n said he's just coming to get me =_= missed church then.

Did I mention her dog(s)? Kyoko is a really cute I-forgot-what-breed toy dog wearing a red dog-cheongsam that was soo cute XP It kept jumping on me n playing with me, it couldn't get enough of me =D the other one was in a cage outside the house. It only barked at me. But it's a white dog, I like it. Whee. =P


I really felt awkward talking >.> As you should know, I don't talk very much, and I can't really bring things up. So obviously there were awkward moments of silence especially when her dog wasn't around. And she has a boyfriend.

Still, we did talk about stuff like college, the differences in our schools, and how her whole school has only about 2 or 300 students. (I kinda think that being able to list what we talked about means that we didn't talk much =_=") And more of course.



My fellow ex-classmates, where art thoust hearts??

...Scratch that.







Moving on, someone recently told me through a mutual friend that she wants me to be her kai gor. (O wait that was on Friday after Valentine's) My first thought was that I didn't know her >.> Then came the thought that I had NEVER had a single kai gor or kai mui before @_@ I didn't know what to say!! I didn't want to upset her by saying no outright, and it would be nice to have a 'sister'.. but I haven't had to take care of anyone all my life(thus far)! I bully my younger brother every day =_=

So I was kinda holding my breath, and I wanted to say "um.." ...it came out something like "urb.." -_-''

My answer:

"Aaanything..?"

My problem now is that I don't know her name. I think I recognise her, I've talked a bit to her twice now.. ok not really. I said hi twice and 'jut'(u know.. that kissing sound >.>) once. And "You need coins?" =_=
I'm not even sure if it's her!! I didn't really have a good look at her face when her friend helped her ask me. I'm sure she doesn't want me to be her kai gor any more by now >.>





I did something for freestyle in the scouts Core of Honour picture (yeah I'm in it and i'm honoured =D).. please please get a hold of it when it's printed XD I'm also glad to be wearing the long sleeved uniform, my Assistant Patrol Leader badge and the longyard(omg that's correct right? the black string 0.o), all of which were bought and sewed the day before XP

I wish I joined Interact earlier =(


As most of you know, Pn Lee Kim Lai (...that's her name rite? somehow it looks weird.. o wait was it Pn. Hun??) made an announcement today about the last paper being shifted to the 28th of February. EVERYONE went like "WHOOOOAAAAAA" and I seriously don't remember what the next announcement was about. So now I'm having accounts before history. I guess y'all don't think I have it as hard as having bio, but you know what.. the only thing they're doing is that they're making me fail accounts a week earlier. Maybe I should drop it.

Read in the papers that all the public exam dates have been adjusted to "prevent truancy (my ass)".. I don't think SPM was affected too much, but PMR is really freakin screwed up... Oct 13 to 15, then NOVEMBER 4-5. I'm not having PMR this year, but what the heck?? That's wasting people's time!! What's the half-month gap for?? Now Program Selepas PMR(or is it Paintball Selepas PMR? lol)'s gone. Even my grandfather says Hishamuddin is freaking stupid =_= but not for that reason XD one of the only things I support my grandfather about lol.

Btw, there were THIRTY-FOUR pages of Malaysian politics in the Star today.. DO PEOPLE REALLY CARE??? BN IS DEFINITELY GONNA WIN so give more space for entertainment which only has 1 page at the moment =_= (not including Edison Chen's latest scandal apology crap and StarTwo)


It's 3.30am. Thank me for finally posting something worthwhile(worth a long while actually) XD


Or you could flame me for burning your eyes. >.<


Good night/day/afternoon/evening =P



Wither youu wither youu wither you... XP


I want Jay Chou concert tickets ASAP!! 013-2189223 just in case a miracle happens..

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Tagged by Elyse.. works for an update =/

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
1. ..appreciative
2. smart
3. ....celebrates Valentine's day
4. (dang i'm bad at impressions >.>) ..understanding??
5. i'ma stop here sorry >.<

When was the last time u chatted with no.6?
about 2 days ago

Does no.4 work?
nope

Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her skool?
not as far as i know

Will u woo no.8?
maybe

How about no.5?
maybe

Does no.2 have any siblings?
yeah, 1 sister at least

How did u get to know about no.3?
christian fellowship

Where does no.1 live at?
malaysia. lol

How did u get to know no.2?
classmate in form 2

Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
maybe not the sexiest in the world, but who comes close??




my lips are dry, i tried to laugh and it hurt.. but they're not dry =_= "

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year to all =D

While most people would go shopping, return to their hometowns or both on the eve of Chinese New Year, my family took a different approach...





WE WENT ROCK CLIMBING.


Yes. And we didn't even buy new clothes.


At least I had fun. =P Sadly, I failed to do better than my brotherS (younger and elder).. because I climbed on the easy walls too much.

*climb*jump off*climb*jump off*

By the time I got to the harder ones,

I couldn't hold my fist.

Wasted my time and my parents money. Ok, not exactly. I'm glad we had fun.

The.. owners even gave us mandarin oranges =P lots of them.. cuz they were gonna close for 5 days, they'd rot by then. The mini ones were really good XD

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Merentas desa was yesterday...

It was my last one in CHS. I decided some time ago to do my best and get top 30, so I asked some of my friends how they run.. Leong Wei Ruen said sprint at the start and jog all the way.. kinda impossible for me. I ran with Kai Jie during the last house practice.. what he did was maintain a slow jog throughout all 4 rounds. This one was better, I managed to jog about 2.5 rounds, but had to walk a bit for the rest. Later he told me to just minimise my steps if I got tired.

So I did that on the day itself..

And managed to jog about 3/4 of the way =) I still had to walk after that, though..
Near Taman Jaya, I caught up with John and started walking. He said he was hungry >.> That's the big problem with running with your friends.. they can slow you down. So I jogged with him after that, till Taman Jaya. There, I asked a scout (known as duck to 9th pj members lol forgot his name >.>) for the time.. he said there were 10 minutes left. I was quite relieved, so I jogged faster.. then I got tired again. Walked and jogged for a while more then John sprinted way ahead of me =_= when I got to the uphill slope, I sprinted with all I had.. then got tired again, walked a bit, then sprinted some more about 50 metres away from the turning into school.. Elle and gang were there cheering (thanks lol).. I sprinted past quite a few people.. then I got tired again @_@ jogged the last bit, couldn't get past the 2 Form 6 purple house people cuz I was too tired from sprinting.. when I got onto the Tapak, someone was telling me there were people catching up, so I sprinted.. or jogged, couldn't tell.. got my point card and kinda wobbled over to the counter and supported myself with the table. Doraemon Lim was like "woah so tired ar??" DUH!!=_=

My younger bro appeared out of nowhere and handed me his water bottle. What did I do to deserve that?? Wow.


So yeah. I did my best in 5 years and I still only got 1 point. Uh huh, at least it's one point. I'm proud of myself, but not to the brim.

During the prize-giving ceremony, I, with the Blue House AJKs, cheered for our house. And I don't even have a post. I mean, I stood with them and lead the house to cheer for the winners.

I'm proud of myself at that. XP Even if a lot of people were dead.

Pn Lim Yoke Keng was high. hahahaha