...i was right.
i was right when i felt
that i was losing you.
all of you.
i could be wrong.
maybe it's just wrong timing.
it sure doesn't feel like it.
did you all move on,
leaving me behind?
without tracks?
or
is it just me?
did i just
miss the bus?
or is it
all my fault?
that i left you
went on with my business
did my own things
and changed..
leaving you behind instead?
i'd said i'd change
i did
was it for better?
..or for worse?
i think
we all know the answer to that
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i've been doing this
thinking selfishly
thinking that i was thinking of others
never did i think
that it'd affect anything so badly
i want you back
all of you
don't leave me
whether you let me crawl back to you
or drag me back on a rope
i want you back
let me go back
i know sometimes there's no going back
but surely
this is an exception
please
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Tagged by Choon Lim
1. What do you want the most now?
I want.. to have someone to be with. someone to care for who cares for me too.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
i have no idea. i trust everyone too much, apparently >_>
3. Are you in love?
..maybe. but definitely not head over heels, i've been deeper in love before. it's sad this way, you know >_>
4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
um.
5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i'll assume that this is a.. symbolic question. yeah, i believe that after every sorrow there's something to bring you up. (forget choon lim and his stupid light and refraction crap.. XD kidding lol)
6. Whats your goal for this year?
this year? blow everyone's mind and get good results for SPM ;)
7. Do you believe in eternity?
yup. no doubts about it.
8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
i sure hope not. i mean maybe i did, but that someone never let me know. or it was so bad i tried to forget. .. just in case, if that person reads this, i'm terribly sorry. i never meant to or wanted to do it.
9. What feelings do you love most?
love and happiness XP
10.What are the requirements from your other half?
umm.. SHE has to be straight. lol
11.What kinds of feelings you hate most?
..i dunno. loneliness.
12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
YES.
13.What do you want to do in the future?
lots of things.
14.What is the most important thing in your life?
my friends =)
15.What did you feel last night?
i felt worried that i wasn't asleep yet XD
16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
...no one in particular. just hope there's someone. (i don't have to hope God's always there for me, i know he always is =) )
17.When do you think the world will end?
when? no idea. when God decides it. but i've seen some books that say 2012 is when the apocalypse happens XP
18.What will you do?
when the world ends? pray, repent, if i didn't already >.>
19.What do you think of the person who tagged you?
um. smart sociable dude.
20.What do you want to know right now?
my future.
Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
1.elyse
2.i ting
3.faye
4.mabel
5.xiauyen
6.anyone who bothers =P
1. What do you want the most now?
I want.. to have someone to be with. someone to care for who cares for me too.
2. Who is the person you trust most?
i have no idea. i trust everyone too much, apparently >_>
3. Are you in love?
..maybe. but definitely not head over heels, i've been deeper in love before. it's sad this way, you know >_>
4. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
um.
5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i'll assume that this is a.. symbolic question. yeah, i believe that after every sorrow there's something to bring you up. (forget choon lim and his stupid light and refraction crap.. XD kidding lol)
6. Whats your goal for this year?
this year? blow everyone's mind and get good results for SPM ;)
7. Do you believe in eternity?
yup. no doubts about it.
8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she want to commit suicide?
i sure hope not. i mean maybe i did, but that someone never let me know. or it was so bad i tried to forget. .. just in case, if that person reads this, i'm terribly sorry. i never meant to or wanted to do it.
9. What feelings do you love most?
love and happiness XP
10.What are the requirements from your other half?
umm.. SHE has to be straight. lol
11.What kinds of feelings you hate most?
..i dunno. loneliness.
12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
YES.
13.What do you want to do in the future?
lots of things.
14.What is the most important thing in your life?
my friends =)
15.What did you feel last night?
i felt worried that i wasn't asleep yet XD
16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
...no one in particular. just hope there's someone. (i don't have to hope God's always there for me, i know he always is =) )
17.When do you think the world will end?
when? no idea. when God decides it. but i've seen some books that say 2012 is when the apocalypse happens XP
18.What will you do?
when the world ends? pray, repent, if i didn't already >.>
19.What do you think of the person who tagged you?
um. smart sociable dude.
20.What do you want to know right now?
my future.
Then, add 6 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
1.elyse
2.i ting
3.faye
4.mabel
5.xiauyen
6.anyone who bothers =P
Sunday, June 8, 2008
About time, no..?
I know I haven't been updating my blog for weeks, but..
Haha okay.. I guess I don't have a good excuse for that. Still, I apologise AND thank those who even bothered coming here every now and then to check up on me. Seriously, you guys rock, no matter what anyone else says =)
Well as you know, exams are on.. but so are the holidays. To me, Holidays+exams=screw exams. Until the last few days anyway. Haha. So I was planning to study today, but I've yet to see much progress. I did get some tips for history, but I don't really plan to work on that today. Physics all out. (Text or call me for the tips if you don't have them. I'll be happy to help you cause you're gonna use it more wisely than I will.)
So.. 2 weeks of holidays and screw exam days are bound to bring lots of activity.. and some peeps who think they're in the US while they're obviously here in M'sia say it's the summer holidays.
I've attended about 2 parties, went to the mall a few times to catch certain movies and also went to school to dance. We're trying out for Adam/Choo Dance Crew (ACDC)..
John Choo was the director of Step Up 2. And that guy who always wears a cap over his bushy hair's part of the crew too. Pretty cool. We also brought books to study in school, but didn't really study much. There's always stuff to talk about. Heh =P
So.. I'm gonna go study now. Here's a little something to read if you think you haven't had enough of an update =P I actually tried to share it on Facebook but it only gave the link, and I doubt you guys bother clicking on links on other people's profile, so here it is. It's quite a lot to read, but I think it's really accurate =P try it out for yourself too, if you like =P
Kay. Ciao for now, and all the best for your exams =)
What Benedict Hew Kuan Hoong Means
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very intuitive and wise. (lol up to you to agree or not) You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
(Sorry, can't be bothered colouring the rest XP but do keep reading if the first bit was interesting.)
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (Heh.)
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. (That sounds pretty bad =C I sure hope I don't actually break any..)
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. (Ha ha.) Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. (trust me there =p but no one's perfect, I might slip up sometimes. Yeah, sometimes! Honest! =P)
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention (to teachers, I'd say =P) to them.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are usually the best at everything (I'm not sure about that..) ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality. (Anyone knows what that is?)
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. (I only hope you guys think that way =p)
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. (I suppose. Hahaha.)
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very intuitive and wise. (lol up to you to agree or not) You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
(Sorry, can't be bothered colouring the rest XP but do keep reading if the first bit was interesting.)
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (Heh.)
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. (That sounds pretty bad =C I sure hope I don't actually break any..)
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. (Ha ha.) Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. (trust me there =p but no one's perfect, I might slip up sometimes. Yeah, sometimes! Honest! =P)
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention (to teachers, I'd say =P) to them.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are usually the best at everything (I'm not sure about that..) ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality. (Anyone knows what that is?)
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. (I only hope you guys think that way =p)
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. (I suppose. Hahaha.)
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
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