Went for Victoria's 16th birthday party at her house. I laughed a lot.. the most I'd laughed for a long time. =D in other words, I really enjoyed myself.. Thanks to the company I got and everything. =)

I played the piano at some point. Sad to say I only know slow songs and only 2 very very basic happy ones. =P Everyone was like OI!! THIS IS A PARTY LAR STOP IT lol

Thanks for inviting me and HAPPY SWEET 16 VICKY CHENG =P

ICC was okay. I thought we danced really well. But maybe not. The judges didn't think so. Anyway, had fun performing and did our best, that's the most important part =P

Happy Easter =) [Easter bunnies are gimmicks they only exist as chocolate]

First of all,

Happy belated birthday Nen Lin =P


I've been quite busy lately with practices.. dancing for the ICC concert, drama practice for the competition on the 8th of April, singing with Brian playing the guitar for IU day and most probably teacher's day as well. I also have more coming up..

Liki asked me to dance with her and Shi Ning during teacher's day
Yee Sook's friend Wei Hong (I think that's his name >.>) also asked me to dance with them for teacher's day..
CHS IDOLL!!! I'm joining solo, but I still want to find someone willing to sing with me for group..

So as you can see, I'm.. as I said.. busy.

But at least my results are not soo bad. Lol. Actually I think they're weird. ...Maybe bad lol.

the GOOD
I passed my add maths with 54 marks =D best ever lol
Passed accounts too =D but only with 45 marks .. it's good considering I only started doing anything serious about it the day before the exam XP
I'm also glad I passed my chinese =)

the BAD
I failed moral and chemistry with 30 marks
I failed BAHASA MELAYU with 36 marks (screw you LSK)(and you BN lol)
I only got 42 marks for chinese >.> I might've gotten more with the essay section.
Sejarah. High chance of failure here. As you should know, Encik Manap doesn't get his things done that fast. =P

The other results I've gotten so far aren't really worth mentioning, so yeah.

Phew. Finally an update lol. I'm really sorry there are no pics, but I really don't have them now. I guess I'll dedicate a post to all the pics related to this entry lol.

12 March-13 March

17 people. 17 uniforms. 17 safety vests. 40+ km.

We, 17 of the Form 5 members of the 9th PJ Scout Troop,

Are now MEN.

We walked from school to Klang, passing through Shah Alam and Glenmarie. Cost us a whole day and both our feet. Benjamin's retarded lol. "Got see Torres's goal??"

While walking, it rained, so the road was wet n there were puddles everywhere.. then some cars came really close to us n splashed us with muddy puddle water. I got it once, I got it twice, the third I was completely OMGWTF "OII!!"

When we finally reached the police station in Port Klang from Klang by KTM, we had KFC for dinner.. though it's really normal n all, I was like.. OMG IT'S DINNER WOOOOT *munch munch chomp chomp* while Keenen was sitting opposite me saying he couldn't eat. Too much for him n crap lol

We had to stay in the barracks of the police station, and mind you, it was totally dusty n dirty. We all helped clean up the place: sweep, moving the old fungus-infested matresses and Kin Men mopped the place. Ah Po. Lol.

We went to Pulau Ketam by ferry (only cost 7 bucks) the next day. After doing all our kajian n whatnot, the police treated us to lunch at the supposed best restaurant on the island =D

Shea Shin is rich. Rich. RICH.


14 March

Went to school to dance with some people who asked me to join them n perform during the ICC concert all of a sudden 2 days before. When I got there they were already going to Sri Aman for rehearsals. I was like.. rehearsals? As in practice?

I had no idea I had to get on stage with less than 1 hour of introduction to the performance and practice.

Still, I had to do it, they didn't have enough people. So I went on stage n stoned. I DID do some moves, but I wouldn't consider it enough to be performing. At one point the guys were supposed to come in n dance with their partners.. so I went in at that part, although I had almost no idea of when exactly I was supposed to(there was only 1 other guy). My partner happens to have a twin sister. I WENT TO HER SISTER INSTEAD. She was like 'not me! not me!!'

I had no idea what to do, since I already came in a bit late.. I just walked off backstage n hid myself behind the curtains =_=

On that happy note, I went for Brian Cheah n Kah Joon's combined poolside party at night. I left the house at 6.40 or so.. We missed a turn, another turn and another turn.. freakin ended up on the way to Genting =_= grandfather called for shits so many times n I couldn't tell my bro the correct way. By the time I got there it was 9.30, n I didn't even have dinner yet.

ANYWAY, I'd been dying for this party since the time I saw Hui Yi getting the invitation card. When I got there, everyone was in the pool already. I put my bag down, took my shirt n shoes off n "WHOOO" just jumped right into the pool XDXDXD The water was freezing lol n I didn't even get in the rain..

The whole thing was so cool =P Kah Joon got 2 bottles of wine n a packet of condoms s presents.. everyone hugged n thanked Brian for the party.


Heck. Since I'm so bad at entertaining thru blogs,


Happy 17th birthday Brian and Kah Joon =D Well.. belated for Brian and be-earlied for Kah Joon =P Thanks so much for the party =D


15 March

Went to school to 'audition' for IU day with Brian. The first guy to audition had a really really good voice, (made me think of giving up singing lol) but he chose the wrong song and didn't really have a performing air. Could just be that he was nervous. Then this band with many absent members did I Don't Love You by MCR.. The guy went off-tune here n there and the guitar dude was ok, but had some little slips. Aiyan's voice didn't fit her song at all, to be honest.. The dancers' dancing was good =D all good =P I can't help wondering how I don't know that girl lol. The other girl dancer's singing was.. ... I'll just say imperfect. Haha.

After the auditioners left, Brian n I practiced our songs, Jenny and With You. When I sang With You, I really felt like I was doing well.. as though I'd never sung like that before =D proud of myself lol. I dunno how I did it. To quote someone, it was the "best performance of the day" even tho we were just practicing XDXD


Stop and stare.. I think I'm moving but I go nowhere...
Just downloaded the song lol. Coolness. =P

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me have gone their seperate ways
I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way
I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptised in the river
I've seen a vision of my life and I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong but I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptised in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

more or less only the first verse fits lol
i think i just need sleep

So frustrated.

Sometimes I just can't think right.
I dunno what's wrong.
You know how some people think in words, some think in pictures?.. I think I think in music. In tunes, not lyrics. When I want to post the music I'm feeling, the words don't fit.
...I also think in sighs =_=
Sometimes I want to express myself but nothing comes out.
...Most of the time really.

Is it the tea I drank?? @_@

I am not gay. I am not gay. I am not gay.
I am straight. I am straight. I am straight.



Darn that's a guy =_=
I am still straight. I am still straight. I am still straight.
I will remain straight. I will remain straight. I will remain straight.

Is it just me or is the word straight starting to look weird?




Seriously.. I'm straight. I know you trust me.

It's settled =)

Hey everyone..! Here's a note that I've changed my number from 013-2189223 to 016-6386820.

=D

Thirty Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie

I embedded this one from imeem cause I want you to see a more high quality video, and I thought imeem has better quality compared to YouTube. There's a longer wait though.. sorry. Just click play and pause and wait for it to load(you can read the lyrics). It's worth the wait especially if you haven't seen it before, unless you have MTV lol.. it's not easy to miss. I think it's just unbelievable.

Enjoy =)



Heck, here's the YouTube version if imeem really takes too long..


Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful...
(A beautiful lie)
It's So beautiful, beautiful...

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me


This music video was released on the 30th of January, so it's still quite new =P
The words at the end says "TURN THIS OFF AND GO OUTSIDE AND BREATHE"

Boys Like Girls - Hero/Heroine



It’s too late baby, there’s no turning around
I’ve got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you

I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile in a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero
And you are my heroine

I won’t try to philosophize
I’ll just take a deep breath and I’ll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don’t know why
You’d even try
But I won’t lie

You caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart all locked down
And then you turned me around

And I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I’m running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart all locked down
And then you turned me around

I’m feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It’s not complicated
I was so jaded

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10th post.

I'm sorry, but this is going to be..

Emo.

I guess.


Dude.

You could've told me earlier.

You just killed me.

You-killed-me.

I. Am.

DEAD.

Worse than emo.

It's not even being emo.

Since when was being DEAD being EMO?


I'm not angry.


Ok maybe I am.


You said it was obvious.

Sure, I did suspect something.

SUSPECT.


No more than that.

You went on.

Let me go.

And like I said.

Killed me.

You think I'll keep going?

He's my friend.


You know what?

I'm not gonna let you take him away from her.

I'm not gonna let you make me.




It's her choice.



Sucks that you don't read my blog, you won't hear any of this.