sigh.
killing me softly.
with no sleep.
=.=
i just updated my link list.
by going to every link i have, one by one, and reading a bit of almost every single one.
YIKES. i freak myself out =.=
NS!!! dang, i didn't even know that all i was doing when i went to the registry late january was requesting for the confirmation letter that i was indeed studying at help.. i tot they were supposed to do everything for me, including sending the letter to jlkn =.=
so yea, yesterday (yeah gotta remind myself it's not the same day even tho i haven't slept yet) i finally went to the registry and got the confirmation letter. i searched online earlier today, and
found that a deferment letter takes 21 days to process =.=
AND NS STARTS ON FREAKIN' 19TH MARCH @.@
am i too late?? nooooooooooooooooooo can't beeeeeeeeeee
gotta look for my receipt quick =.=
i can't go, i MUSTN'T =.=
first, there's jenn who i DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND FOR 3 FREAKIN MONTHS. (hardly even last a weekend. love her so much i'm almost addicted. which is good, and bad. okay, addicted's not the correct word.. insert a positive version of that word lol.)
2ndly, i'm halfway thru a semester =.=
3rdly.. it's 3 freakin months.
4thly.. isn't the first reason enough?
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just being stupid.
got cranky for 2 days, and yesterday i got on everyone's nerves.. sorry jenn ><
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I'M TIRED. yeah, call me stupid. -_-